Josh, welcome back - it is *great* to hear that you're feeling better and I appreciate your explanation; I know it's hard to talk about these things and you are to be commended for telling us about it.
As one of the people that tried to push you into communicating via all kinds of shenanigans and even the discussion about legal action, I'd like to say that I have no problem whatsoever with you taking your time to *live the right way* and work on LT in a healthy manner; I think we've all accepted that your deadlines are suggestions only
and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that.
You being healthy is far and away the most important thing, clearly, and while I feel disappointed that no-one spoke for you during the Dark Days, I do understand that mental health issues are incredibly debilitating and if radio silence is what you needed, then I'm glad you did it.
Welcome back!!